Well I am back....I took some time off for a major surgery and here I am 7 weeks later. Healing has been very rejuvenating for me and I am feel amazing...yes I still have some discomfort but I know in time that too will pass.

It was a crazy experience and one I hope never to have to go thru again because of complications I spent 4 days in ICU and all I have to say about that is....I never want to do it again I try not to think about those days and to get thru them I used visualization...I would put myself on our pontoon at the lake with my family....that and prayer got me thru it! While I was in ICU my father passed away...wow you would think I could take no more but that's not how I looked at it I just focused on the positive and knew it would be over soon....yes I had my moments where I actually said I didn't believe in much of anything anymore but that was just a brief moment and it passed. I miss my father and will miss him every day of the rest of my life just like I miss my mom but they are together and I am sure happy and pain free!

So thank you all for continuing to follow my posts and I hope to get better and better at writing them and sharing all of the wonderful positive things I have learned and continue to learn!

Be well..be happy..be blessed~